makes me wonder.

Friday, 28 March 2008

  • stolen off mich :)

    101. Do you want to be in a relationship?
    It would be interesting at this point, but I’m not overly eager unfortunately. I enjoy simple, single life. :D

    100. What's your profile song and why?
    hmm…I remember I TRIED to upload a profile song once, but it didn’t end up working, and I have absolutely no recollection of what it could have been.

    99. Do you have a job?
    I hope I get one soon? :D

    98. Last person you were in the car with?
    my mother

    97. Do you have a crush on someone?
    yes.

    96. Lied in the last 24 hours?
    yes.

    95. What is your current ring tone?
    stop and stare – onerepublic

    93. What is the last movie you watched and with who?
    um, the French film festival movie! ‘The Dinner Guest’ with Eden, Claire, Suha…and was there someone else?

    92. What makes you mad?
    procrastination and people asking me to repeat things too many times. :D

    91. What is your middle name?
    hasindini (hah-sin-thee-knee) :D

    90. Last text you sent?
    anna lee’s phone number. :D nothing too exciting I’m afraid. :D

    89. What time did you wake up this morning?
    um…8:30-ish?

    88. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
    yup

    87. What are you doing?
    this. :D

    86. When's your birthday?
    November the FIRST. The BEST DAY EVER!
    J

    85. Does it bug you when people delete questions from surveys?
    they were probably dodgy questions anyway.
    J

    84. Are you afraid of growing old?
    a tad yes. But that’s just because I am and will probably always be a child at heart. :D

    83. Are you happy right now?
    I’m content, I can’t complain.

    82. What is sitting to your right?
    my very untidy drawer space with stuff piled onto it. :D

    81. What's your favorite sport to watch?
    if I DID watch sport…I’d have to say soccer.
    J

    80. Do you have any kids?
    none that I’m aware of. :D haha. PLAYA.

    79. Do you have a favorite stuffed animal?
    I have a favorite pillow?

    78. Did you go trick-or-treating this year?
    never been. Don’t intend to either. Costume hire costs too much. :D (ah yes. The asian in me returns!! :Oo) 

    77. Do you know who Mr. Mistoffelees is?
    nope.

    76. What song are you listening to?
    I was listening to my ipod while walking the dog…and the last song was…love the way – five times august

    75. Do you sing in the shower?
    occasionally. But veryyyy rarely.
    J

    74. Can you Crank Dat?
    nope. But I like the JAMAICAN STEEL DRUMS!

    73. Did you have a valentine this year?
    not…really…

    72. Last time you listened to country music?
    whenever my mother last put it on. :D

    71. What do you think of the song Boom, boom, boom, boom by Vengaboys?
    hate it.

    70. Do you laugh at your own jokes?
    most of the time. :D

    69. Where do you want to live when you grow up?
    in Europe someplace. I want to try living by myself (with a roommate) in Japan though. I’ve always thought that would be extremely interesting. :D

    68. How tall are you?
    you mean how SHORT am i? 158 cm on a good day. :D

    67. How many drugs are in your system?
    none.

    65. What are you wearing?
    old jeans and a really baggy orange lion king tee that I once won in a lion king prize pack.
    J

    64. Last person to comment you?
    bob on fb.

    63. Do you sing?
    occasionally. But sadly, not very well. :D

    62. Screamo or country?
    screamo?         

    61. Rock or Rap?
    ROCK.

    60. Do you like cheese?

    yes. Usually. Depends on what I feel like eating. :D

    59. Who called you last?
    ROSYYYYYY.

    58. Last item you purchased?
    wrapping paper, stickers, ribbon and balloon! It’s my mum’s b’day tomorrow! Wait, technically speaking…the last thing I bought was an apple pie from macca’s. :D

    57. What jewelry do you wear constantly?
    um…I SHOULD be wearing earrings….

    56. Are you a crazy person?
    i can be

    55. Who was the last person you hugged?
    hmm……my mother?

    54. What candidate do you support running for president?
    OBAMA.

    53. Are you a fast typer?
    not really. I envy Claire and Eden. :D

    52. What time is it?
    3:28 pm 

    51. What do you smell?

    garnier moisturizing lotion

    50. Is anything bothering you right now?
    the amount i need to catch up on for uni – ditto mich, and FINISHING PREPARING FOR MUM”S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW! Eep.

    48. What are you doing today/tomorrow?
    dinner at family friends tonight. Movie, shopping and either lunch/dinner with mum.
    J         

    47. What's your favorite subject in school?
    ACCT1001. :D but only because I’ve done it before.

    46. What's your worst grade that you currently have & what subject is it in?
    no grades so far. But I humiliated myself in international business and politics. ;____; I’m so dropping if I can!

    45. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
    yes. :D

    44. If you died right now, is there something you'd want to say to someone?
    um….can’t think of anything at the moment.        

    43. How many friends do you have on myspace?
    not many. And I don’t use myspace. :D FACEBOOK FOR THE WIN.

    42. Who's one person you cannot stand?
    there is someone.
    J

    41. What's your opinion on same sex marriage?
    don’t approve.

    40. Do you miss anyone right now?
    yeah. I guess.

    39. What foreign language do/did you study?
    JAPANESE!! Hahha. I remember NOTHING.        

    38. Does it take a lot to earn someone’s trust?
    generally yes.

    36. Describe your life in one word?
    Comfortable.

    35. The 2nd person on your top, do u hang with them alot?
    on my top?

    34. What shampoo do you use?
    sunsilk.
    J

    33. What do you want right now?
    my homework to be miraculously done and for me to be ahead in all uni courses.
    J

    32. Jeans or sweatpants ?
    jeans.

    31. What should you be doing?
    studying.

    30. Are you going to do it?
    should. but doubt it.

    29. Do you have socks on?
    no.       

    28. Do you own sunglasses?
    nope. But I want a pair. :D

    27. Have you ever cried so hard, you made yourself sick?

    only so much that I had trouble breathing.

    26. Do you like techno?
    no.

    25. Do you get nervous in front of large groups of people?
    when I don’t know ANYONE, yes. And if I’m speaking on a platform or making a presentation, HECK YES.

    24. What was your kindergarten teacher's name?
    no idea.

    23. Who was your first best friend?
    Grace…someone. :D

    22. Plans for Saturday?
    already mentioned somewhere above. :D

    21. Do you like your penmanship?

    it’s alright for me, albeit slightly illegible for others.

    20. Do you like the school you currently attend?
    I do indeed. I just wish that MORE PEOPLE FROM OUR GROUP WENT THEREEEE. ;__;

    19. Favorite TV show:

    hmm…atm…friends. :D

    18. Do you like '80s movies?
    depends on the movie, but I can’t say no with certainty. :D

    17. Do you like "The Goonies"?
    hahaha. I SO WANT TO WATCH IT!! Gahhhhhh. Civic never seems to have it in store, and I’m amazed that both vic and mich had NO idea what it was. :O

    16. What's your favorite food?
    umm…belway fried rice, Bombay toast, cheese naan, fried ice cream, barbeque pork buns, butter chicken, the list goes on. :D

    15. Where do you live?
    SEEDKNEE

    14. Last person you kissed?
    n/a
    J haha.

    13. Current problem?
    my UNI HOMEWORRRRRRK.

    12. Been to London?
    does heathrow airport count? Then yes. :D

    11. Can you lick your toe?
    probably.
    J

    10. Who's the most photogenic person you know?
    um….i’d have to sayyyyyyy……………………..mich? or mel? Hahah. NO IDEA.

    9. Been to college?
    am in college?

    8. Ever been given a breathalizer test?

    nope. I can’t even drive. :D

    7. Favorite time of day?
    probably early morning, when the whole day is still ahead of you. :D

    6. Ever licked someone's cheek?
    hahaha no.

    5. What are you looking forward to? 
    Sunday arvo. :D

    4. Have you ever ran from the police?
    no. i havent even ran to the police. or ran near the police. – HAHA MICH. J oh so true.

    3. Ever gotten lost in the dark?
    I don’t usually wander around in the dark, so I’d have to say no.

    2. What do you think of the last person who posted this?
    she’s taking her driving test! :O or she’s already taken it. :OOo

    1. Are you wanting something you can't have?
    YES.

     

Sunday, 21 October 2007

  • OK MALI. no more making notes for me. :D i realise only now that my making notes was a form of procrastination. :D and now...i only have to memorise my mod a, b and c essays. :D and that....should be easy. >.>

    thankfully mrs p sent back my essay before tomorrow and she said that they were better [THANK GOODNESS!] but i still have issues with topic sentences. >.> like......i attempt to reword the question but i go intrinsically out of my way to, so at the end of it all, it doesn't even seem like a keyword. :D so maybe i shall TRY to make my topic sentences be more obvious, although it goes against my philosophy. :D

    haha. yesterday, i tried to take a nap at 9, wake up at 10 and work til 12, but that FAILED. i fell asleep at nine and didn't wake up until this morning. :D

    and yes! i ordered my ipod nano, and it says that i should be getting it around the 25th oct so i'm pretty happy. YAY. i reallllllllly hope that i do well. but i'm really scaredddddddddddd. TT______TT damn the HSC, it shouldn;t have this much power over my life. :D

    *sigh*

    i've been sighing HEAPS now and i don't know why. well, actually i do, but i wish i'd sigh less. TT_TT

    anywhoots, back to fixing my mod a and c for memorisation - or attempted memorisation. :D

    modules tomorrow. *SCREAM*

    good luck to all. :D

Saturday, 20 October 2007

  • mannnnnn..i feel so tireeeed

    and i haven't even done anything!! *cries* i was making king lear notes today, but i still have to write an ESSAY! crudddd. ok. procrastinate til 9, then get started on lear essay...but which one, extract? or characters? i think i could probably harp on about characters more, so i think i'll do extract. but i'm pretty worried about the questions now, considering that yesterday's advanced paper was =O. i didn't like it. and now i'm scaredddd. TT_TT

    i'm scaring myself just sitting here writing this!!! AHHHHHH! ok. i'm going now. *sigh*

    i am a girl more sinned against than sinning.

    all's cheerless, dark and deadly.

    see better malishka.

    :D

    i'm not emo. i swear.

Wednesday, 17 October 2007

  • Haha. Melody’s inspired me to waste my time. Yet again. :D

    It would be quite interesting to read this in the future, how I felt during the HSC, or specifically, 1 day and a couple of hours before. :D

    Today, I received “good luck” cards from…Loku, and a card from aunty Shalini, Nish, Nimesh and Tiasha. Haha! They are sooooo sweet. And Tiasha had already given me a card beforehand so her message in this card was kind like a “nervous-laugh” following her really nice card. :D

    But yes, I did cry. It was a really nice gesture.

    Yesterday, I got a good luck card and a disney princesses notebook from my dad. :D it was cute cause I wasn’t sure if he actually meant it as a present or as a joke, cause it seemed really kiddish, but it was really nice of him cause I had been hinting for him to send me some stationary from the Netherlands for a while now. :D haha. And yes, I did cry yesterday too. :D

    AHHHHHHH. I have too much love surrounding me!

    Not that it’s a bad thing, but now, I really don’t want to disappoint, but I still feel as if I haven’t been pulling my weight around. And I realise only now that I don’t want to screw up my HSC like I’ve screwed up most assessments the past year. DAMMNIT. Why couldn’t I feel this before? Oh well, there’s no point in crying over spilt milk. :D

    Just gotta move on and GET ON WITH LIFE! WOO YEAH.

    At the moment, I’m feeling:

    §      a little tired

    §      a little stressed [when I read up on how much mel has done. ;D]

    §      my back’s hurting cause I’m sitting cross-legged on a swivel chair

    §      my eyes are a little dry

    §      my legs are cold cause I’m wearing shorts

    §      and I’m more than a little worried about Friday. And MONDAY, *cry*

    People keep telling me that I’ll be alright, BUT WILL I BE? I hope so. Sincerely. :D

    90+ UAI, PLEASE GOD. :D

     

     

Sunday, 14 October 2007

  • AHHHHHH! 5 more days til HSC begins!! and then 2 weeks more til it ends. TT___TT

    it's bittersweet, but at the moment, it's mainly bitter. :D

    i cnanot wait til this is all over! but enough whining, my weekend was fun, but as expected, didn;t get that much studying done. yesterday i went to david's b'day party and we [me, bernadette, tiasha and nimesh] just lounged around playing poker, making creme brulee while charles, george, mich and david were playing wii. :D but it was fun, and i FINALLY know how to play poker! haha. although i suck at it. :D

    ooh! and cause tiasha went to japan recently, she only came back on wednesday, she bought me the latest SEVENTEEN mag, 2 nivea 'water lip' lip glosses that i wanted, and a really cute japanese ball guy-thing! :D she's so sweet! i gave her my money to use on the mag and the lip gloss, but she just gave all the coins back to me. TT_TT which was sweet, but i would have rather prefered her to have just spent them. :D

    and tiasha wrote me a card wishing me luck for the HSC! ahaha. she's so sweet. and the card was really cute too! i can;t believe she's only 15. honestly, i think my mental maturity is waaaaaay below that of hers! she's so tall and so mature-looking! :D and is generally mature, and is LIKE MY TWIN. gah! it's amazing. now SHE LIKES RYO! and i couldn;t care less. :D in fact i loaned her my hoshi wo mezashite cd and gave her a ryo poster and printed her out some johnny's pictures. :D that's how you know i've gotten over ryo. :D

    today was our first practice for the youth play, and i'm now terry - the fair weather friend [whatever that means] of jerry. :D that was fun and nimesh and charles are soooooo good at acting! GAH! CHARLES!! :DDDDD he's really good. :D and bernie was impressive too. i was impressed. :D

    and as usual, we went to carlingford court, and stayed there til like 4. TT__TT came back, made some IJ notes, watched TGYH and ate dinner, made some history notes, and am currently procrastinating and have been doing so for the past hour. haha. and i don;t even have facebook [for the moment] anymore. :D

    hehe. it was funny to see nish with the kids. :D he has to teach them the songs for the kids performance at this 'family night' that we're going to have at church, and his voice was so low! he was practically growling the songs, while the kids were chirping away happily. THEY ARE ADORABLE! :D i love kids. but i only like them from a distance. unless they're related to me, in which case, i like carrying them around. :D

    i remember once, some lady at a petrol station in melbourne thought my baby cousin, whom i was holding was MY baby! and i was what....15 at the time! :D haha. funny stuff.

    anywhoots, it's almost 10 now and i'll try to get my history notes done, which should take another half an hour and then go to sleep. :D i was reading my xanga, and it's so much fun to see what i've written about! :D especially that dream about NEWS that i had! ahahah. i actually remember having the dream now. :D

    anywhoots.

    malishka signing off. :D

Wednesday, 10 October 2007

  • PROCRASTION! :[

    Do you like...

    Junk Food-
    [x ] chips
    [x] fast food
    [ ] soda
    [x] candy
    [ ] popcorn with butter
    [ ] pretzels
    [ ] peanut butter
    [  ] ranch

    [x ] chicken wings
    [x] pizza
    [x] burgers
    [x] hot dogs
    [x] grilled cheese

    Total: 8

    Veggies-
    [x] broccoli
    [x] carrots
    [ ] cauliflower
    [x] green beans
    [ ] beans
    [ ] onions
    [ ] tomatoes
    [x] pickles
    [x] cucumber
    [ ] zucchini
    [ ] celery
    [ ] peppers
    [x] peas
    [x] potatoes
    [ ] beets
    [ ] brussel sprouts
    [x] spinach
    [ ] lima beans
    [x] lettuce
    [x] corn

    Total: 19

    Fruit-
    [x] oranges
    [x] strawberries
    [x] apples
    [x] bananas
    [x] pineapple
    [x] pears
    [x] peaches
    [x] grapes
    [x] plums
    [x] grapefruit
    [  ] clementines
    [x] tangerines
    [x] raspberries
    [x] blueberries
    [  ] limes
    [x] lemons
    [x] mangoes
    [x] cherries
    [x] watermelon
    [ ] cantalope
    [x] honeydew

    Total: 37

    Meat-
    [x] ham
    [x] chicken
    [x] lamb
    [x] pork
    [x] steak
    [x] turkey
    [ ] bologna
    [x] fish
    [ ] deer
    [ ] bird
    [ ] salami
    [x] pepperoni
    [ ] alligator

    Total: 45
    Dairy-
    [x] milk
    [x] cheese
    [x] yoghurt
    [x] ice cream
    [x] butter

    Total: 50
    Desserts-
    [x] brownies
    [x] chocolate
    [ ] sherbet
    [x] cake
    [x] cup cakes
    [x] cookies
    [ ] toffee
    [x] caramel
    [x] mousse
    [ ] whipped cream
    [x] strawberry fondue
    [x] pie
    [ ] creme puffs
    [x] jelly
    [x] chocolate covered pretzels

    Total: 61
    wheat-
    [x] bread
    [x] pasta
    [x] cereal
    [x] bagels
    [ ] doughnuts
    [x] crackers

    Total: 66

    Now add up the number of x's and multiply by 2 to get the weight that you should be.
    Repost this as "I should weigh __ kgs."

    i should weigh 132KG. :D

    well...that's about right then. ;D

Thursday, 27 September 2007

  • yesterday was the last EVER day of HIGH SCHOOL! TT______TT

    it was time for us to leave Hornsby-land. TT____TT

    i never want to grow up. seriously, these past 5-6 years have just flown by and it's incredible to think that i've finished my secondary education and have the HSC in 3 weeks!!! =O gah. i CANNOT wait til the 2nd november, but that doesn't mean i want the little study time i have to fly by so quickly.TT__TT

    a little on lipsync:

    • it was SOOOOOOOO much fun! :D
    • i was disappointed that we couldn't do 'passion' completely. everyone was disappointed cause we were preceded by 'the wizard of oz' and followed by the year 7 'gummy bear' act which everyone was complaining about...but our continual 3 weeks of practice...[which really killed the amount of studying that i could co cause i came home EXHAUSTED and fell asleep pretty quickly] seemed pretty wasted. TT_TT
    • i wish we had discovered lipsync, festivale and the multicultural fair in junior years!! that would have been AWESOME.
    • i loved 'dirty pop'!! that was SO much fun...and according to mel, we were pretty close to winning a 'best act' prize...:D YAY! it was just that w didn't really stick to the theme of 'inner child', so i'm pretty happy with the result. :D

    clap out:

    • honestly, that was kinda disappointing...they clapped when we first stepped out, but stopped clapping soon after, so we ended up walking down the street in silence, while carina and vic were recieving flowers from the juniors and hugging and crying. :D i have no junior friends. :D as claire said, the years before stopped at the end and hugged and cried and blah blah blah...but i BOUGHT TISSUES FOR NOTHING!! i cried more after lipsync!! but i think that was due to a mix of heightened emotion, adrenaline and fatigue. :D

    year 12 song:

    • i really wished it didn't end on "we wish it would burn camp toukley!!" >.>
    • and that we sung to music at the assembly. :D

    graduation:

    • it was really well organised!! i was pleasantly surprised. :D
    • it was quite fun and the food was really good!! although really REALLY rich and filling...
    • but it wasn't emotional at all!! i didn't even have the URGE to cry...and that is quite unlike me. i cry at ANYTHING.

    year 12 afternoon tea:

    • juniors were CRYING! that, i didn;t understand. :D
    • i teared when they said "leaving hornsby-land". TT_TT honestly, watching peter pan will be traumatising for me now. :D
    • the food was pretty nice albeit hard to wat...although the CAKE WAS DISGUSTING. the marzipan tasted like vomit. =___= well...not quite, but almost. >.>
    • the drinks had bugs in them...[cause they were left uncovered under trees...>.>]

    overall, it was ok...but i think i enjoyed wednesday more. :D

    it's sad to think that i won't ever be catching the 7:54/the train after on days that i missed the 7:54 with the EW gang to go to school ever agai. i'm going to miss that sooooo much. TT___TT

    or the 3:17 to get back home...or eating lunch outside the canteen with you guys ever again!! I MISS YOU GUYS ALREADY!!

    STUDY HARD!! GOOD LUCK! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! <33

Wednesday, 29 August 2007

  • i've neglected xanga for facebookkkkkkkkk!! NOOOOO. :D

    oh well. :D they are both fun.. :D truthfully, i was expecting my last post here to be sometime in july, but it was on august 2nd, so that's not too bad.. :D

    dammnit, TGYH wasn't on todayyyyyyy. TT_TT dang aust idol. TT____TT

    my fingers are sore from guitar. i had a lesson yesterday, and typing messages on facebook yesterday was really painful. haha. :D tonight it's not that bad, but i only practiced guitar for half an hour. ;D i usually just do 15 minutes, but my guitar teacher threatened to drag me up on to the stage in church and force me to play the songs that he's been teaching me while he just drums to it!! and he said that it was going to be sometime soon! i wish i could say that i didn't believe him, but i KNOW he's going to do it. TT__TT

    oh my gosh. 3 weeks til my highschool life is overrrr. TT__TT

    gahhhhhh. i don;t want to leaveeeee. this sucks. i wish it was still this time last year, when we could still be laughing at the year 12's singing their silly little graduation song, crying endlessly and being all emotional during the clap-out. but in 3 weeks...we'll be doing the sameeeeeeee. ZUT ZUT. I DON'T WANT TO GOOOOOOOO!

    lipsync. :D

    se7en? westside story? PPP? michael jackson? or boyband?

    hmmm...the choice.

Thursday, 02 August 2007

  •  today was jap extension speaking. haha. :D i died so badly in that exam...:D even though the questions were WAYYYYYY easier in comparison to the ones that we had to do for the half yearlies, it's just too difficult to come up with an interlectually gratifying argument, nay, TWO interlectually gratifying arguments in 10 minutes. it's virtually impossible. [disregarding memorisig of course. and those scary jap freaks in my class. :D]

    today was pretty uneventful, although i did feel the first inklings of stress up in that library room with nat...nothing was going into my head, and i was starting to panic, but i managed to calm myself down. My throat kept getting really dry, i drank all my watr and had to run to the bathroom before the exam...and during the exam, [i was in the german room and seated facing the back wall] and i saw a girl that i knew in one of those...german exchange trip or some such pictures, and i was sidetracked for a moment....so the rest of my time was spent with my eyes fixed on the casette recorder, nervously laughing everytime that i made a mistake...:D and i nervously laughed ALOT. :D

    i'm drinking tea now! i still haven't graduated to coffee or red bull...i think coffee is the epitome of "adult-ness". i find it strange to see year 11's or younger grades wandering around with starbucks coffee cups in their hot little hands...is it really because they like the taste? or is it because they want to seem more adult? either way, i don't understand. the only reason why i'm even contemplating the idea of drinking coffee is to stay awake a little longer. i SERIOUSLY do not like coffee...i dunno...maybe cause i really hate the smell of hot coffee [not to mention the taste] i think i'll ATTEMPT the flavoured coffees, like the jarra coffees that i see littered all through the cottage...so on saturday...it will be my find-a-coffee-that-suits-malishka day! oh. that and STUDYING OF COURSE. my eyes burn. :D

    or maybe i might just stick to v.

    it tastes better. :D

    either way. stop reading my xanga and get back to studying for trials!

    [and i'll do the same.]

    :D

    yooooooooooi. owari.

Wednesday, 01 August 2007

  • yay! got my net back! even though it still feels kinda slow, but it's waaaaaay faster than what it used to be. :D

    ooh! there was an "old girls union" [or some such] book sale, and i got a copy of 'the poet' one of my related texts for crime fiction for $2 AND...IT WAS A SIGNED COPY!! *woots* :DDDDD i've told practically everyone about this now, and i know that you all are getting sick and tired of me, but bear with me...:D this has been one of the coolest things that has happened to me today. that and i bought and drank ice coffee willingly. dare caramel latte tastes GOOD. what with all of 0.5% coffee powder..>.>

    jap extension speaking trial tomorrow. *freaks*

    back to doing something moderately useful.

    GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! DO YOUR BEST! <3

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